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killing_kurare ([personal profile] killing_kurare) wrote2016-07-08 10:14 am

Just a quick thank you

Hello,

I just wanted to write down a big fat sprinkled THANK YOU to all the amazing authors here on LJ who create so many wonderful fanfictions. I'm surely not the only one who gets a lot of help in difficult times by reading these.

Just yesterday night I was fighting a big anxiety attack, and in this special case, the fills from [livejournal.com profile] comment_fic helped me get through it, find distraction and calm down again. And I was really really thankful of course, so I decided to post something like this :)

And also a THANK YOU to all the wonderful people who can make you smile by leaving a comment, or tickle your muse with a prompt, or share funny pictures and stories and facts <3

I don't know what I'd do without you all, seriously.

And now go off and have a wonderful day, feel happy and appreciated and loved :)

[identity profile] killing-kurare.livejournal.com 2016-07-10 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
I get you ... just yesterday we were on a birthdayday party of one of my boyfriend's friends, and the theme was "Bad Taste" >.< It was so awkward, and I hated every second of it because I didn't know anybody and the girl's all had matching outfits and I was the only one who did not -.- And there were two bitches who were laughing at me, and oh :( I really had to fight another attack, but my boyfriend is amazing and reassured me all the time and I have no idea how he deals with the mess that I am but he does and I'm so thankful for this xD
Sry for ranting, it's just that I also hate meeting new people (especially at a PARTY you don't know anybody; except for the friend that celebrated her birthday, she's also very nice to me, but yeah ... My boyfriend is really extrovert, and I just try to roll with it :'D).
But I wouldn't mind meeting you for a coffee or something like this (there, I went and said it xD) though it's okay if we don't :) I really appreciate the online-'friendship' (if I may say so) we developed ^^

Regarding the prompt issue xD
"Unless you'd like others to fill your prompts too?" NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! That's definitely not it! :'D Omg, no no never xD (And of course I'd like another fill for the jungle-prompt *-*)

"If you don't want to bother me because I complain about not having time"
"But if you feel like you're demanding me to write something for you just because you're aware of my obsession"
Yes, that's actually the exact reason xD I didn't want to 'push' and be a nuissance like 'There, a Harley prompt, you know it's ONLY FOR YOU so go ahead and fill it RIGHT NOW!' xDD Especially when I prompt Harley/Baby Doll (because really, I'm obsessed with your fills for these two xDDDDDD) Just the other day I had an idea for them, and I thought you might enjoy writing that, but then I was like 'naah, better not mention it' (and right now I can't remember at all what it was about ._. Shoot ...).
But whatever, I'm just relieved that it's okay to prompt and not feel bad about it any way xD
It's quite hard some time, because I don't want to bother anyone (not online or in RL or anything) so I start thinking 'should I? Should I not? What if etc. etc. yadda yadda' *sigh*

Yeah, sorry this got long as well ._. But I'm really relieved we had this 'conversation' xDDD Thank you so much :)

[identity profile] crookedspoon.livejournal.com 2016-07-16 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
Ohje, tut mir leid, dass meine Antwort so lange auf sich hat warten lassen. Ich hoffe, du hattest nicht das Gefühl, dass ich mich verkrümel sobald du ein Treffen vorschlägst, denn dem ist nicht so xD Because omg! Yes, I wouldn't mind that either! I've been too chicken to bring this up myself because what if we got together and I'd be boring you? Then it would be my fault for asking in the first place! xD

Ich kann donnerstags bis sonntags nach dem 28., außer in der ersten Augustwoche. Und da Pokémon GO jetzt auch hier erhältlich ist, würd ich quasi überall hin mitkommen xD Bin mobil auf dem ganzen ÖPNV, so wherever is fine with me :D

Und zu der Feier. Das klingt echt unangenehm, aber ich finds super, dass du es trotz deiner Angst hingeschafft hast. Die kommen mir immer wie Roulettespielen vor. Da ist mal eine unter vielen dabei, die erträglich ist. (It can be a good thing to have an extroverted bf in some cases. When it's not exhausting I guess.)

Haha, bin auch froh, dass wir das geklärt haben ;D Schade nur um den prompt, oder war es einer von denen, die du in der Zwischenzeit gepostet hast? In any case: Write Everything Down xD Aber ich kenn den Zustand nur zu gut. Ich kann dir nur anbieten, wenn irgendwas ist, kannst du mich gerne drauf ansprechen um Missversständnisse oder so aus der Welt zu schaffen <3