Just a quick thank you

[killing_kurare]

Hello,

I just wanted to write down a big fat sprinkled THANK YOU to all the amazing authors here on LJ who create so many wonderful fanfictions. I'm surely not the only one who gets a lot of help in difficult times by reading these.

Just yesterday night I was fighting a big anxiety attack, and in this special case, the fills from comment_fic helped me get through it, find distraction and calm down again. And I was really really thankful of course, so I decided to post something like this :)

And also a THANK YOU to all the wonderful people who can make you smile by leaving a comment, or tickle your muse with a prompt, or share funny pictures and stories and facts <3

I don't know what I'd do without you all, seriously.

And now go off and have a wonderful day, feel happy and appreciated and loved :)

Comments

[crookedspoon.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Anxiety is the worst :( glad you have something to help you through. Hope you're better. And thank YOU for all your comments and replies- They really make a difference

[killing-kurare.livejournal.com]

Thank you :) Yeah, fandom helped me a lot through the years, and I'm thankful for getting to know nice people such as you :-*
I think comments are often underrated (especially on AO3 O.o) and I try to leave a feedback whenever I can :D
And I really really REALLY love your fics, I can never get enough *-*
I would leave way more Harley-prompts, but sometimes I hesitate for I know you'd be tempted and yeah :3 So thank you so so much for sharing all your stories, they always make me very very happy ^^

[crookedspoon.livejournal.com]

So true. Manchmal wünscht ich mir nur, Kontakt mit anderen aufnehmen würde mir weniger Angst bereiten. Imagine how much sooner we could have been talking! ;D

THEY SO ARE. Though I get it, commenting is hard, and maybe if you're already shy you feel like you've already done your duty by hitting the kudos button. I'd really appreciate private comments though. There's no way to tell an author personally what you think of their work without everyone else being able to read as well.

I'm so glad you enjoy my stuff. :D That makes me so very happy in turn. *__* I just... don't understand your reasoning? Unless you'd like others to fill your prompts too? Just from my side, I love filling prompts and rn, Harley is all I can write without spending hours and hours researching a character. (Just ten minutes ago I actually came up with a better idea for your jungle prompt and am now facepalming that I didn't wait xD but I'll gift you the new version too once it's done and you don't mind ^^)

If you don't want to bother me because I complain about not having time then don't worry, I'm a big spoon. I'm responsible for my own time management ^^ (There's another Harley prompt I haven't touched yet because I can't right now xD If I ever manage the rewrite of Dance this month, it'll be a miracle.)

But if you feel like you're demanding me to write something for you just because you're aware of my obsession, there's also no need to feel bad. You're actually doing me a favour. Sometimes I get so stuck and anxious about writing that I can't write for weeks, and then a short, low-pressure prompt comes my way and sparks something that gets my gears going again. That's worth so much :D Plus, I love writing for you, because you always have something kind to say no matter how silly, sad, or out there my fill is ^^

Sry this got so long. I'm just trying to let you know that it's ok to leave prompts. I don't feel obliged to fill 'em, I just want to. And if you'd rather I leave a prompt for someone else to fill (first :P), that can also be arranged :D

[killing-kurare.livejournal.com]

I get you ... just yesterday we were on a birthdayday party of one of my boyfriend's friends, and the theme was "Bad Taste" >.< It was so awkward, and I hated every second of it because I didn't know anybody and the girl's all had matching outfits and I was the only one who did not -.- And there were two bitches who were laughing at me, and oh :( I really had to fight another attack, but my boyfriend is amazing and reassured me all the time and I have no idea how he deals with the mess that I am but he does and I'm so thankful for this xD
Sry for ranting, it's just that I also hate meeting new people (especially at a PARTY you don't know anybody; except for the friend that celebrated her birthday, she's also very nice to me, but yeah ... My boyfriend is really extrovert, and I just try to roll with it :'D).
But I wouldn't mind meeting you for a coffee or something like this (there, I went and said it xD) though it's okay if we don't :) I really appreciate the online-'friendship' (if I may say so) we developed ^^

Regarding the prompt issue xD
"Unless you'd like others to fill your prompts too?" NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! That's definitely not it! :'D Omg, no no never xD (And of course I'd like another fill for the jungle-prompt *-*)

"If you don't want to bother me because I complain about not having time"
"But if you feel like you're demanding me to write something for you just because you're aware of my obsession"
Yes, that's actually the exact reason xD I didn't want to 'push' and be a nuissance like 'There, a Harley prompt, you know it's ONLY FOR YOU so go ahead and fill it RIGHT NOW!' xDD Especially when I prompt Harley/Baby Doll (because really, I'm obsessed with your fills for these two xDDDDDD) Just the other day I had an idea for them, and I thought you might enjoy writing that, but then I was like 'naah, better not mention it' (and right now I can't remember at all what it was about ._. Shoot ...).
But whatever, I'm just relieved that it's okay to prompt and not feel bad about it any way xD
It's quite hard some time, because I don't want to bother anyone (not online or in RL or anything) so I start thinking 'should I? Should I not? What if etc. etc. yadda yadda' *sigh*

Yeah, sorry this got long as well ._. But I'm really relieved we had this 'conversation' xDDD Thank you so much :)

[crookedspoon.livejournal.com]

Ohje, tut mir leid, dass meine Antwort so lange auf sich hat warten lassen. Ich hoffe, du hattest nicht das Gefühl, dass ich mich verkrümel sobald du ein Treffen vorschlägst, denn dem ist nicht so xD Because omg! Yes, I wouldn't mind that either! I've been too chicken to bring this up myself because what if we got together and I'd be boring you? Then it would be my fault for asking in the first place! xD

Ich kann donnerstags bis sonntags nach dem 28., außer in der ersten Augustwoche. Und da Pokémon GO jetzt auch hier erhältlich ist, würd ich quasi überall hin mitkommen xD Bin mobil auf dem ganzen ÖPNV, so wherever is fine with me :D

Und zu der Feier. Das klingt echt unangenehm, aber ich finds super, dass du es trotz deiner Angst hingeschafft hast. Die kommen mir immer wie Roulettespielen vor. Da ist mal eine unter vielen dabei, die erträglich ist. (It can be a good thing to have an extroverted bf in some cases. When it's not exhausting I guess.)

Haha, bin auch froh, dass wir das geklärt haben ;D Schade nur um den prompt, oder war es einer von denen, die du in der Zwischenzeit gepostet hast? In any case: Write Everything Down xD Aber ich kenn den Zustand nur zu gut. Ich kann dir nur anbieten, wenn irgendwas ist, kannst du mich gerne drauf ansprechen um Missversständnisse oder so aus der Welt zu schaffen <3

[katleept.livejournal.com]

***HUGS*** I'm sorry you had another panic attack, dear friend, but glad to know some of our authors helped you through it. I know you enjoy a lot of my stories, and I always look forward to yours and your reviews. Love ya, dear!

[killing-kurare.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much <3 Many of your stories really made my day when I was feeling down, and I really appreciate your friendship here :)
Love you too hon :-* And I'm elated every time I see a fic of yours (though I don't always comment when I read them on my phone ^^') because I think you're a really gifted writer <3
Thanks for always sharing :D

[katleept.livejournal.com]

That's quite all right, my dear. I admire any one with the patience and skill to be able to do fic on their phone. I can't, and I still don't even have the time to message as often or quickly as I would like with an actual computer. But every time I get a message from you, I smile as I have every time I've read this one. Thank you! :)

[little-huntress.livejournal.com]

Aw, that's so sweet. I'm glad you could work through your anxiety attack and had something to distract you. Hope you're better now :)

[killing-kurare.livejournal.com]

Thank you :-*
Yeah, I'm better now :) I'm glad that these attacks don't come as often as they used to, but still it's a very tough moment, and having something that makes you happy is really a big help. Fandom has helped me through a lot, and that wouldn't be possible with all the nice people <3

[little-huntress.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're feeling better now :D